Your presence still lingers deep inside

It is a feeling that I can't hide

I tried to forget, I tried and tried

"I've forgotten about you.", I lied

I told you that it's hard to forget

Flashing memores, would I be upset?

When I see you, I try not to fret

For me, would you even try to bet?

Years have passed and it is still the same

I was lost in our own little game

Back then, I called you, you always came

Hoping it's still the same would be lame

Someday, would we go back together?

You think I could still call whenever?

Maybe we could take it all further

Go and continue our forever...

It's too much to bear. It's too much to handle. Feels like my heart is getting heavier every damn time. Suddenly, the butterflies weren't fluttering anymore. No music was heard, not even a tune. The sparks slowly looses their shine, their twinkle. Suddenly, everything just was just ordinary. I saw you, my heart wasn't jumping, wasn't even beating fastly like before. What happened to our love's hard core? The feeling changed. It wasn't the same. I'm wondering if our story is ending. I saw you, I realized the pain still wouldn't subside. I was left every night, dozed off, because again, I cried.

What she longs for is a second chance

A gamble for this whirlwind romance

Hoping everything was just a trance

Would the possibilities enhance?

Hoping everything would be alright

It's not certain if things would turn bright

Chances may cause torment or delight

She'll take her chances with all her might

In the past, she asked for forgiveness

The one from above is her witness

The dolour that she tried to suppress

She stopped and moved on from that madness

Years passed by and there's no betterment

A twinge was left by the arguement

There she is standing on the cement

While you're having a time that's well spent

Can't you see that she's falling apart?

It was caused by someones wretched heart

She desires everything to restart

She doesn't want to see you depart

She hinders herself from perdition

Her mind repeats that same old portion

Still stuck in that same old location

Wherein you've had your confrontation

But the world is inexorable

In this world we are vulnerable

Agonies are inevitable

The journey sure is memorable

All she wants is an absolution

All the problems have a solution

Please try to understand her reason

Just go hear out her explanation

What she longs for is a second chance

A hap for that last eventual dance

A moment for that one final glance

Asking destiny for alliance

Outside I hear the droplets of water

While I'm typing a letter

Then, it started pouring rain

The sky is sympathizing with my pain

Reminiscing our same old days

Didn't know within it are hurtful rays

Rays of disappointment

Because of the delivered sentiments

Rays of agonizing pain

The feeling that makes me insane

Rays of sadness

Now got changed with numbness

The rain keeps on pouring

And I, too, kept on crying

Just by seeing our framed picture

But I know we now have our closure

We were so happy that night

It's you who always gave me light

Then again, I remember it's over

We're done with that same old fever

As I continue typing

Little by little my heart is breaking

A lot can happen in a year

I thought I have nothing to fear

But now that we're done

Our relationship is gone

My feelings for you will always be here

You'll always be my first love, my dear

You said we'll let go of what we have now

If we're really meant to be, we'd be together somehow

You said we have a love that won't go away

I believe, that love would always stay

If time comes and we still have that love

We would have help from someone above

Now, the sky is calming down

Droplets are falling on the ground

The stars still doesn't seem to show

Just like someone whom I know

As the sky stopped raining

I, on the other hand, also stopped crying

I stopped reminiscing

Our story I stopped remembering

'Cause with it comes a painful feeling

Eventhough we still can't tell the ending

Now, I'll stop typing

Stop complaining and start living

Back then, you were my forever

I didn't realize even fairytales have their ending

The curse of the witch I tried lifting,

Made my love for you even stronger

But then things began to change

Our story started to fade

Just because of the same old mistake

That we always tried to arrange

I may not be with you now

But you would always be my first

You would always have a space in my heart

If it really is you and me, we'd be together somehow

Signs would be given by the universe

'Till then we'd have to be apart

Don't you seem to find the world ludicrous?

The way you're persevered in forgetting

But it's too hard to neglect everything

Because you're mind is seeing theough all those hues

You thought his love would last eternally

'Cause he crossed your walls and broke your bridges

Left you with smashed dreams and broken pledges

What you thought was always, left you empty

You want to wait, at the same time move on

'Cause at any time my heart would combust

This time I'd let go and I won't hang on

Away from paradox and oblivion

Thinking "How could my love be this robust?"