Too much

It's too much to bear. It's too much to handle. Feels like my heart is getting heavier every damn time. Suddenly, the butterflies weren't fluttering anymore. No music was heard, not even a tune. The sparks slowly looses their shine, their twinkle. Suddenly, everything just was just ordinary. I saw you, my heart wasn't jumping, wasn't even beating fastly like before. What happened to our love's hard core? The feeling changed. It wasn't the same. I'm wondering if our story is ending. I saw you, I realized the pain still wouldn't subside. I was left every night, dozed off, because again, I cried.