Gaily fond of my nature

Roses bloom in spring and summer

Mortal to winter and autumn

Shall I not be a convention like them

An invention with no sin

I chose all seasons to live,

Immortal sphere ones can't pin.

They red, and I all.

For I hath credence

In being more and not or.

Crystal diamonds rolled down her rosy cheeks

So roses kneeled their heads and withered

Glasses shattered and her heart was moaning in a moan

Her grief gathered the clouds from above and within

An orchestra began to sing, the thunderstorm

sent to her ears a nocturne echo

Her mind cried and whispered pianissimo to her heart

"O, what a fool I am to fall in love like that!"

She sang the soft sad melody to the moon's rictus

"O, what kind of remedy cures love?"

She weeped her galaxies out

And the skies' stars radiated outraged phosphorescence

The trees were poltergeists by then

They moved and noised the grotesque city

And the craters were boiling just like her heart's anger

She shifted the world's creations with one rain drop

A myth to the mundanes' minds they say

Yet, those clouds never tiptoed away

It was April's midnight

As I traced the trees on your wrist

I got lost in your forest and hills

I felt your eyes on my palms

A fire ran through our stems

The grenade rocked in my bosom

As I drew worldly maps on your neck

The sweet poetry of your lips

Brought May's geranium

Into my lungs

It bloomed and I bloomed

I could not breathe

But it was a la vie en rose

I wrote along the banks of a dead river

Inhaling the odor of the decayed

I wrote in front of the broken mirror

Scruitinizing every keen blade

I wrote a withered winter flower

Surviving its last enduring days

I wrote it to the last hour

I wrote through my wilted phase

What is that ignominy?

A sword built for the sake of him

Miscreants and villains shed a carnage

By his sword used with bare hands!

The ignominy, my friend!

Man never been mistaken and never been infamy

Man's only Sword twists into his flesh

Forgetting what held it strong for decades

Dishonor is the ignominy

Friend yields a foe from far behind

Words of disgrace break into the rushing wind

Man hears the sound of the breaking wind

Then it breaks at his face

Foes made of friends!

Shall twist, turn, and take unwarned

Foes of friends!

Shall be swords stabbing the holder

Dare I say

The ignominy hits while he sheds

Haphazard subconscious

She pleaded for death

Never caring how monstrous

She stopped fighting for the last breath

How preposterous!

She fell in its depth

My callow nature

My callous nature

Lives in the credence of denial

Dances to the silent rhythm

Being its loving victim

Longs for its rival

Who killed my father

My callow, callous nature

Wonders what joy emanates in prison

What blindness rests in my vision

My denial is my asylum

To the silence of the dead

And the animosity of the killed parents

To the sufferings of the locked ones

And the incognizance of what's done

It raps itself around my numb body

Imminent upon me

I can walk through a carnage

And still be callow, callous to the blood beds

Ludicrous of me to not feel the guilt

Towards the walls of vice I built

Darling, we mend the sins of our soul

With the very light saint that runs in blood

We can't sustain what's in our core

Darling, if we're the poison in the remedy

The shame hidden in the pride

The black holes in the galaxies

The laughs in the carnage

Then darling, we are the abrupt change

The world is trying to obstruct

We're whom they fear to be

We're the faux life in this life

Darling, we're the unrealistic brought to the realistic

From where i stand

I am in cognizance

My lover is in disguise

He's in my skies

Darkening my heavy clouds

He's in my grounds

Digging away my planted roots

He's in my void

Drawing in his chaos

He's within me

Eating away my forsaken soul

Oh, the shame!

What I fear!

And can't seem to bear

My lover is inhumane

For he will destroy

The beauty he comes upon

I no longer stand on bare foot

I'm diminished to my last root