I love you too

But dog, is that really true?

Do you listen when I talk?

Can you really hear me through?

I feel the love, I feel the pain

I feel the stressed out strain

But when do you stop to truly contemplate my brain?

Iʼm here, I love, I believe

Fuck this, I hate, I wanna leave

Back

Again

The smell of you, I canʼt forget

Your love seeps only from your sweat

My naked body soaks you up to forget

The lack of mental harmony, that intellect.

But we'll connect, one day, perfectly

Not just in dreams, in real life, hopefully.

You want me to find me,

But each step I take, you'll certainly disagree

And I'll continue to embody insecurity.

Not to say I donʼt make this rough,

The possessive jealousy, shit thatʼs enough.

It feels as if the love you show isnʼt safe

As if it exists for someone elseʼs sake.

Thatʼs not an underlying thought,

Itʼs a daily battle fought.

Yet here I am, longing for your mind, your touch, your genuine affection

To cultivate my soul and our spiritual connection.

Something from within refuses to release,

A part of you it wonʼt rest in peace.

Our energy is drained from this never ending cycle,

How do we locate ourselves if we focus on this spiral?

Iʼm here, I love, I believe

Fuck this, I hate, I wanna leave

But wait, it can work, donʼt deceive

Spit out the truth – how you feelin?

We're just friends, we're just chillin

And we can mask the emotions,

That illuminate the inside of our intimate moments.

Repress, stress and guess.

By Madison Harrison

Internally suffocating on the grasp of unspoken vices

Externally expanding to mask these forbidden enticements

I've drifted so far from you, isn't that evident?

I stopped trying and you never started

Can we still love after we've emotionally departed?

Day by day, you say

Why waste today, when we both know you don't even want to stay

Still I long for every inch of your being

Soundlessly asking, tell me, how are you feeling?

They say "never close your lips to those whom have opened your heart" hoping you too can play that part

Baby bring your light back to me

Without you here my mind is dark and my heart can't see

Our bodies intertwined imperfectly

Maybe potential blinded us

Maybe we blinded potential

Sure, we can adjust

But having you so close has become essential

It was probably the first time I heard your voice

I'd listen to it all day, if I had the choice

It was probably the first time you got too close, but

Not close enough to me

Guiltily aching for your lips to find me

Simply a want weighed over a need

You could make me cum five times over in that one dream

So deep inside me even my subconscious was blinded

I know it's wrong baby, I don't need to be reminded

Let your body mold to mine tonight

Knowing in the morning we'll have to sit upright