Dead rats rotting on my doorstep

sordid hate laughing in my ear

vitriol chomping on my guts

blood raining in buckets on soul.

I yearn for the silent peace

emptiness giving me solace

I want to expand my lungs

breathe you in and love once more.

Outside forces banged on our windows

as we struggled and sunk into oblivion.

I remember the touch of your love

glowing fireworks of sparkling light.

Alas, the sky has emptied and is barren.

I forgive you one last time

but our love has been slain

by the softest of blossoms on our skin.

The way whenever you touch me I feel sparks

and a urge I don't want to control

The way your smell intoxicates me

and brings so high it takes a strong toll

  I know:I Love You

The way you leave me on the edge

wanting so much more

The way you disdain my body

with your spite full kissed

The way you abandon me in the cold tangled sheets

 I know:I Hate You

The way your eyes

pin me to one spot

The way your body pushes

and takes over

The way you apologize

I know : I Forgive  You