I don't care what you think

You mean nothing to me

I hate you

Yet

I want nothing more than to please you

You're my everything

I love you

I walked out.

You stood and watched.

I wanted you to stop me.

You didn't.

I looked back.

You wouldn't meet my eyes.

I cried .

You cried.

I wanted you to take me back.

You wanted me to come back.

I couldn't move on.

You wouldn't move on.

I was alone.

You were alone.

I wished our story didn't have to end.

You knew it was over.

I relived our journey.

You moved on to the next chapter.

I was sad but,

You were finally happy

I am hurt and hurtful

I wonder who I can trust

I hear the looks

I see the rumors

I want to get along

I am hurt and hurtful

I pretend that I don't care

I feel like hiding away

I touch feelings

I worry about the pain I have caused

I cry all the time

I am hurt and hurtful

I understand that things will never change 

I say that I am sorry

I dream of forgiveness

I try to do better

I hope I will stop failing

I am hurt and hurtful