Desolate

Since you slept

Desolate

For he wept

Desolate

Clear away, empty streets

Desolate

City’s destruction, you will see

Desolate, desolate, desolate

How much more shall you forget

Many time I’ve spoken, you forget

Spoken to those I'VE chose to remind you

Together we work to uplift man

Follow no man, father speaks softly

Lean on me & I’ll give your eyes to see,

A mind which understand

Desolate is when you turn on me

Tragic ending if this were the false prophets

Continue sending broken to a broken city

Let us come now, unit with one another

Like a community we become, a light with another

Separation is desolate

Unable to be stable or protect

Desolate

Since you slept

Father, voice is still far away, but still weeps

Hoping his children who

In these streets got stripped, can no longer play

Will find peace,

Peace given is peace from him,

For letting him in, let’s begin

To expose foes who tell lies to our children

Authorize power trips, strips younger generation’s lips

News foretells, false news which sells

These dark days are the end of days,

Now our hell

Depicts story’s already replayed

Prophets told to speak messages of warning

How many escaped hell to see sun rise

The next morning, here is a warning

Desolate, desolate, desolate

Dead to all fools who abandoned wisdom

What to do about the world we live in

Speak what’s with you, you told me

It’s the only thing that doesn’t become

Desolate, desolate

It’s the truth, power, grace, mercy, love

Within you, which I gave you to give to another

Desolate, desolate= your city

I seek a prophet to represent

Do as I say before it goes

Desolate

I've come back to the traps; Stabs in the back

Not aloud to talk back; Get back slapped

She allows this to happen; as much as I have

Guess we like it like that; A little like mom & dad

How they fought back; Attack one another

Cheat, lie, fight; Only to invite back

Saying how much they love each other

Mixed emotions ; No telling whats really in motion

When things are good; its great

Then a small mistake; takes its place

Love is as much Hate

As it has been weighed upon the home

We made our own

Its never to late; to take back our fates

Forgive & Forget

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Are you an addict?

Or is it magic that grips my vein

So vain to shame

Would it be tragic, to stay the same?

If I changed

Evaded the game

Run a train on me

Work to drive me insane

Then ridicule me for I know who is to blame?

Round after Round

Sound of whispers

They diss her after they kiss her

Saying no one will ever miss her

Now I see to be Free

Even after sounds of her voice taken

It’s no longer able to be loud enough

To hear her calling for me

There’s nothing with our without

Without a doubt, separated by opposite routes

We are left with only

Each other’s hearts breaking, aching

Bout it Bout it

Trouble Souls shout to talk about

What nobody knows

Hard flows, where to go?

It’s our show, but question is

Who runs this, abort to blow?

Knowing who holds,

Trickery up their sleeve

Get with me

You be amazed at what you see.

3x Personalities.

Difficult to discern

Never appreciated or

Given acknowledgement of what you rightfully earned

Learned to enable partner’s fears

Learned never was able to protect her own, disowned

Never known,kept always clear of her mirror

As long as her partner, continually reveals his own inner mirror,

To steer clear of all his hidden fears, whoa!

Steer clear,you gave yourself to someone

Who was never ever there.

Loving you the best I know, how

I loved you without questioning

Do I really love you

I just loved you, how I wish or wanted

Someone to love me, I loved you in

Those darkest places, where faces change and

No one dares to embrace the deserted Places,

we may have placed ourselves in

This is a place where my love had grown

It was loving myself and being loved by those

Who as well only have known is the broken home

Always feeling alone, even left alone after being used even when nobody's even knows

It's a place insides us

When you look into our eyes

They can see were gone but

Do they even try to find us

Remind us about love, and light

Teach us how to let love in, show us

We deserve to not have that denied

Cause for years, years I cried, died

Waited to find life, love and the things

The good Lord gives above but for some reason

I seem to hide, or can't accept this even though

I know I AM LIGHT

Somewhere, long ago

I learned what I know,

It's been since then that i

Live the life I live and

If it was love like this

Then I have no regrets

Because I met you

When the world around you slept

You wept for someone as I did

Not knowing how to give

I gave what I always wanted and

What was given to me, so today I live

I've always felt I would never be someone's one

and only but

I desired for someone would hold me

Someone would know me, not control me

Needed to be heard not bashed

Needed encouragment not laughed at

Needed people to be real, with how I feel

Not ones seeking to steal another piece of me

I want to be ok with who I am and

It's these people who showed me how to love

Just as I AM,

All I know is now I try to love the best I know how

Even if it means going so far down

To reach those that become harder to love

So they as me only continued to fall so far down

So far now, the only ones who hear us

Is God and the Angels who fell as the world around

Just stood so proud , screaming so loud

About how we were the ones no one could help out

So they let us just fall down

We all fall down

We all seek love

Many claim to love

Live in the light but

I believe those who really love

Can love us in the dark through the nights

Where we lost sight to remind us

Everything will be alright

We held eachother those many nights

And I loved you ,

knowing we wouldn't be together forever

Just loving you,

not holding you so tight

Just loving you enough

So you could see your light

Split Personality

Hidden underneath; It's sleeps

But in the night of the eclipse

When both unite

You see the demon clearly

You battle to break free,

Holding me, it’s stolen from me; won’t let me be

The split may take a bit to understand; nothing planned

Just a dealt hand of generational transformation

Now patently waiting for the Perfect Storm

To raise hell & awaken to a life to become totally free.

I really don't know what to say

You really do play a good game

I could have a lot to say but I'll save it

For the One : who will see your face

You can't keep doing what you do

But hey what the hell do I know

I loved you even if you were a hoe

So dam low, you will go

I wonder how you face tomorrow

Nothing earned,

all you touch left 2 burn

No wonder your heart is so hard

In the dark, each lost piece

Each broken heart

Will never fill that hole

That deep black hole

Why have you refused to grow?

I see the show

You will get it All, in due time

I seen you, for what you are

But I couldn't ever catch you

For I feared too

So I just let you get near me

Hear me

I refuse to play, entertain or take part

In taking on someone's else's pain

Who would use till ones become to

Use to abuse , will it be all in vain

Suck them dry

Leave them with lies

Lead them a little at a time

You destroy men's minds,Inside

So instead I'll ride by, treat you

Like I know how

A how who gets around

I Love hoes but what I despise

Are the ones who won't admit so

You will see: very soon

Forgiveness - apologize - or facing

Them guys is for shoo

Don't know what it will take

To wake you from your slumber

I feel so sorry for you

wonder what it's going to take

to bring you back from where you went under

Living life high speed

pardon me, its my need

its I dying to believe

in my seed, my greed

Achieved

once I leave

All those who pierced me for mine & their

Iniquity, Guilty Dying Disease

My curse, My deed

my hurt, my creed

its hurts

Not only for you,

but every time I bleed

blind leads

While Hoping one finds me

with your eyes

tell me what you see

My crys, All ties

Your lies , We all Die

Who feeds, when he bleeds

Read the signs, on time

mystery rhymes, darkened minds

Harder on you, than I

undue, who is bounded by soul ties

Why try, let Die

No 1 last TRY!!

The bad seed

The need to believe

In one need

a deed

needed to leave

to be felt with

This filth I felt

this psyche pain

passed down to my brain

the pain making me insane

rain comes again and again.

Oh the conviction of sin

That's when Fallen Angels begin.

We are fallen.

Fallen for the win

When the great fall came long ago.

It opened the door

to what will shine so bright

It will amaze you all.

I hear the call

can't stall at all

just attentively surrendering

to the land where nobodys winning but

soul awakening

we dreaming of a better place

like the face of the Lord.

Can we afford to die?

so they may have life

Our strife, falling over and forever,

Will come to an end

all else will come to life

We spent our time

Behind enemy lines

Of space and time

Now we claim to remind

what the world

attempted to hide.

Admitting sickness; to be a witness

To see what it truly is

Which did this

I deny so much

I've dissociated to not feel the touch,

the love; they speak of

To not fully awake from my mistakes

you always speak of

Fate awaits to those

Who take their ways

Its been easy to dissociate

I blame him, within

For the mistakes I make

When I break what others are too late to see

I'm no longer free

Letting myself lie, to deny who I be

Multiple personalities I claim,

or is it demons within, calling my name

Who battle me, Can you handle me? Or

Will you forget all about me?

Light a candle & say a prayer

Hoping one day I find what I need

To overcome this disease, Please!

If you love me, let me be

If you love me, you will see

How I can go from loving you

To treating you like nothing

Knowing what I'm wanting but

So quick to running from something

Gunning towards the door

I deeply hurt at the core

Can no longer afford to lose this inner war