Dissociate

Admitting sickness; to be a witness

To see what it truly is

Which did this

I deny so much

I've dissociated to not feel the touch,

the love; they speak of

To not fully awake from my mistakes

you always speak of

Fate awaits to those

Who take their ways

Its been easy to dissociate

I blame him, within

For the mistakes I make

When I break what others are too late to see

I'm no longer free

Letting myself lie, to deny who I be

Multiple personalities I claim,

or is it demons within, calling my name

Who battle me, Can you handle me? Or

Will you forget all about me?

Light a candle & say a prayer

Hoping one day I find what I need

To overcome this disease, Please!

If you love me, let me be

If you love me, you will see

How I can go from loving you

To treating you like nothing

Knowing what I'm wanting but

So quick to running from something

Gunning towards the door

I deeply hurt at the core

Can no longer afford to lose this inner war