Watch me float, but never fly.

Watch me react, but never smile.

Watch me frown, but never cry.

Watch me, watch me.

Watch me as I float.

A fog filled piece of air floating in the distance, far away, but not gone.

Am I so easily forgotten?

Watch you fly, but never float.

Watch you smile, but never mask.

Watch you cry but pick up that frown.

I watch and wait for my turn.

To fly.

But a cloud doesn’t fly, it can only float.

And nothing ever changes.

Happy happy happy, I had forgotten every important thing. Living in a world of my own imagination. Living like my heart isn't covered in wounds. Living like I haven't made a mistake.

Living like my life hasn't been a lie or a missed diagnosis, I am a floating cloud and all my responsibilities have rained down on the life I float around but are never in

my friend, such a sweet soul. Burdened by the man, again. His followers dismissing her feelings for the sakes of themselves.

my little souls hardened by hurt, and I feel unable to help. I am in pain, cursed with a voice inside so loud that squeaks with the lack of the talent the brave carry.

my friend, such a sweet song we sang together. I miss you and it's hardly been long. Do breathe and live well, until I see you again.

this is angst signing off, for now.