I don’t get it

Where was your mind

Where was your conscious when she screamed no

What was so attractive about an underage girl

Did you really think that little of women

Do you think they can just be objectified

And taken when men such as yourself want them

Where was your heart when she squirmed and screamed begging you to stop

Where was it? Or does it simply not exist

You’ve just clawed away at a young girls happiness

You’ve just taken away her liberties and bonded her to the burning memory of you

You’ve branded yourself into her mind permanently and see no problem

Your ears fell deaf when she screamed

Your body as numb as hers when she fought against you

All you felt and sensed was your sick hunger

Your sick and you don’t care to get proper help instead you inflict your virus and force your virus into young women

10pm lights out for me

Laid In bed visions in my head

Sound asleep dreaming

But with in midnight

I don’t sleep right

Toss and turn hitting flips thru the night

I wake up, it’s 4 something now!!!!

Crack every inch of my bones

Just to feel relieve

Now I try to go back to sleep...but I can’t!!

So I turn on nature sounds it calmly soothes me.....but I still can’t sleep so I just lay here quietly in the dark not saying a word just thinking

As I wander through my darkest nights

I wonder what light is like

Sitting on concrete , dark as can be

My mind plays tricks on me

Thinking of life as sugar and sweet

But all I see is bitterness and discrete

Parts of my mind become separate

And my souls leaves me helpless

Can I escape? Or will I get caught?

From the holders that keep me in this sought

My head is telling me to stay near

But my heart is saying break out of here!!!!

I followed my heart , I took the bait , I ran out of this scary place

The people heard , they grabbed the guns

My Mind said surrender

But my heart said run

I ran and ran as fast as I can

Until I ended up in someone’s hands

They knocked me out until I saw red

And I ended up back at the place I fled

I opened my eyes and started crying

Begging and pleading to stop me from dying

They followed my plead

And tied me to a tree

They whipped me until I fell onto my knees

I tried so hard , not to be weak

But that’s when the tears started falling to my feet....they picked me up and dragged me back to that dark scary place they call a shack

Where the shackles are that’s where I hang knowing in my mind I’ll never escape BUT MY HEART TELLS ME DIFFERENT THINGS