TRAPPED INSIDE (day1)

As I wander through my darkest nights

I wonder what light is like

Sitting on concrete , dark as can be

My mind plays tricks on me

Thinking of life as sugar and sweet

But all I see is bitterness and discrete

Parts of my mind become separate

And my souls leaves me helpless

Can I escape? Or will I get caught?

From the holders that keep me in this sought

My head is telling me to stay near

But my heart is saying break out of here!!!!

I followed my heart , I took the bait , I ran out of this scary place

The people heard , they grabbed the guns

My Mind said surrender

But my heart said run

I ran and ran as fast as I can

Until I ended up in someone’s hands

They knocked me out until I saw red

And I ended up back at the place I fled

I opened my eyes and started crying

Begging and pleading to stop me from dying

They followed my plead

And tied me to a tree

They whipped me until I fell onto my knees

I tried so hard , not to be weak

But that’s when the tears started falling to my feet....they picked me up and dragged me back to that dark scary place they call a shack

Where the shackles are that’s where I hang knowing in my mind I’ll never escape BUT MY HEART TELLS ME DIFFERENT THINGS