Lost
I threw away my map the day we met
The stars were all in your eyes
The directions engraved somewhere in the scars on your body
The day I met you nothing else mattered
There's no where I wanted to be but with you
So the day you left
To say I was lost was understatement
To say I was confused and scared would be an understatement
But then I looked in the mirror
And realized that I had my own stars in my eyes
I had my owns directions in my scars
I just needed to find my maps in myself instead of being in you
These are the things I no longer wish to remember;
The taste of your lips
The feel of your skin against mine
The way you're eyes seem to sparkle
The way I felt pressed against you
The way your words made me feel
The songs we would place
The way you could always convince me to do whatever you wanted with just a few small words
The way I was yours in every way
The way I will always belong to you in part
The way you still haunt my dreams
The way your hands feel
The fact I had all your scars memorized
The way all my writing for seven months was about you
These are the things I no longer wish to remember