I want it all to end

I no longer want to have to bend

Bend to the will of those around me

That's not how it's been to be

I'm only able to take on so much

It's at the point of broken to the touch

What do I do? Can it be healed

It's just a pain I'll keep sealed

Sealed away while I find a way

Find a way to make it through the day.

What is this what is that

What is it like to get hit by a bat

It's the feeling of utter pain

A pain from which you see no gain

All is lost within the fear

You'll feel like the end is near

Never knowing what it applies

Or what it all defies

Maybe you don't ask this and it's just me

That might be why you don't see

How much pain can one carry

Without the feeling or need to bury

Bury all your feelings so no one will see

See what it means to me

This is how I feel

As if not a thing is real

For now I guess I'll hide

Hide what is truly inside

It's not like you want to know

If you did you would have Long long ago!

How does it feel to have your heart break

Well it's like a smile you have to fake

It takes away every ounce of happy

The truth is broken hearts make you feel crappy

I don't know why I wrote this in poem form

I guess it's my way of getting through the storm

That's what you'll need when your heart breaks

No matter how long the healing takes.