Heart beats racing

soft lips touch

embraced so tight

heavenly rush

entwined in passion

breathtaking taste

euphonious noises

fingers are moist

Arching your back

not given a choice

tantalizing Stirring

Intoxicating now

passionately peeling

your layers off with my teeth

Sensations of your skin

against my cheek

mouth is magical

knees are shaking

rhapsodic rhythm

sweet tasting quim

explosions imminent

begging begins

Enthralled in motion

no stopping now

louder and louder

you call out my name

ravished and exhilarated

it has just begun

absolutely liberated

in a quivering glow

Have you ever had a friend

that you'd give your last breath

Did they keep you strong for years in the dark

Did you take life for granted and all that you had

When they went and put a needle in their arm

Did you watch your friend die

as they took their last breath

when you knelt right beside them on the ground

Did you run and scream and cry for help

even though you knew no one was around

Did you watch their mother cry

after she fell in your arms

your promise to keep them safe now null and void

did you cry yourself to sleep night after night

wishing you both were still listening to Pink Floyd

Have you prayed for their soul

have you given life your all

to make up for what you have lost

Did you strive to give back to all that you know

regardless of what it does cost

Are your days all the same

do they bleed into themselves

are you down or do you love who you are

as history remains, is your heart still sore

Do you think that you've earned all your scars.

Why is moving forward not as easy as it sounds

Why do we all fight to keep our feet upon the ground

Why are we scared of history repeating again

Why do we long to be loved, it's been since, I don't know when

why does the sun at times refuse to shine

why do we always need to walk the line

why is it hard at times to breathe

why does blood flow so free

why can't I just leave

Am I a fool for wanting

what is missing from our lives

Am I a fool for craving

you to see me with your blue eyes

Am I a fool for yearning

attention from you babe

Am I a fool for needing

your smile to brighten my day

Am I a fool for loving you

for all that you are

Am I a fool for crying

when I look upon our scars

Am I a fool that just

don't know anything

Am I a fool with hope

of what tomorrow might bring

Am I the fool of hearts

for wanting you by my side

Am I a fool for being here

or was it silly that I cried

I don't know how foolish

my soul is this time

I'm no fool at all

you're right there

and we're alive!!!

why is life just love or hate,

we all have a journey to make

please don't be down

bad things happen

normally to the best people.

Take your experiences

your life of pain

and share it around

there is always hope

take a deep breath

flip the coin that your on

there is many things to live for

you need to look beyond

beyond the tears, beyond the pain

beyond everything bad

please don't focus your thoughts

on what was, or on what you had

Every day is a new start

to find the will to live

wrap your heart up

let time do it's thing

take solace in the love you give.

We all make mistakes

we all fall down flat

we all get hurt till we bleed.

we never can tell

is there hope in hell or is it in your sight

just look around you, it is there

don't hold back if you need to scream

Please, take your breathe and look to the light

of a sunrise, there is wonder in that

holding on, marching forward

is exactly where it's at...

please don't be sad

make yourself glad

in a passion that you may have

you will find with time

your pain is dulled

as you find yourself in love.

Sympathy bleeds amongst these tears

the pain you feel from all your years

raw and true, real and free

has also become apart of me.

This empathy's hard to say the least

empty and hollowed, it's suicide's beast

agonizing torment ringing there

it is almost to much to bare

Fighting to take these tears away

you let me know that you're ok

helpless and useless is where I am

sending a text to show I care

I'm sorry you need endure the pain

I'm sorry if life always seems the same

I'm sorry you feel you disappointed your friends

I'm sorry you feel this drain never ends

I can assure you that you are not alone

I'll cry and I'll bleed right to the bone

I see you for what you truly are

You are my shining star

My life's been dark

believe me it's true

and through all this darkness

all I see is you

Please keep walking your straight line

you will see that it takes time

to find the peace you do seek

I know deep down, you're far from weak

For you've come through all before

to battle alone behind your door

know I'm here, I will not go

my heart is real, now you know

They say I wear my heart on my sleeve

if you're in pain, I will bleed

my words laid out for you right here

dedicated to the one I hold so dear....

How do you say I love you

getting through your days

Is it a kiss on the lips in the morning

Is it a coffee on the deck

Is it in helping do the shopping

or confiding when you feel like a wreck

Is it in the gift of a beautiful red rose

or chocolate, this wins their heart

Is it helping to juggle the kids daily program

or in even knowing where to start

Love is blind, it's true they say

But of course that dont mean a thing

We all know best and as it finds us

All we can do is submit and pick out a ring

Is it happily chatting on for hours

In awe of what is said

Is it helping to clean up soiled sheets

when the kids have wet the bed

Is it spending your time wondering

Just what is in their mind

Is it crying with them or helping them out when they are in a bind

Would it be holding hands as we walk down the street

Is it in giving their mother a kiss on the cheek the very first time we meet

Do you find it sitting silent, as they read their awesome book

or watching them try on clothes after they asked you to take a look

Do we find it in a sunset view as we drive to and fro

Is it in answering all the questions that they really want to know

Is it in their eyes so blue, as they look into your soul

Is it in understanding it is them with whom you want to grow old

Is it in the honour and respect you give them

or keeping the smile upon their face

Is it playing tag in a field or watching them win the race

Is it in keeping it so simple by helping with the daily grind

Opening the door and saying thank you for being oh so kind

For some it is the words themselves that they need to hear

They say I love you everyday like it's a victory cheer

I think its so much deeper than words that we convey

It is in our thoughts, our very souls, spoken by our actions, the only way

Love is both happiness and sadness, endured from the start.

It is sacrificing your every breath, your soul and the tattered pieces of your heart.

When we have it, we want to ring the bells so loud

And they wrap their arms around you as you look at them so proud.

How do we define love

is it dancing on egg shells

exposing your agonized soul

or being scared of rejection

or not knowing where to start

Is it in the admiration I see in your eyes

would I find it in the comfort of your arms

is it craving the very touch of your finger tips on my face

is it in the despair of not being where you are

is it being distressed by your tears, I feel paralyzed,

Is it being nervous or anxious of upsetting you with my words

is it being comforted by your online interactions with me

is it in the domination you have over my heart

is it having satisfaction of decisions of my and your past

is it this feeling of being liberated because you know how I feel

Is it in the understanding that we are both different people

is it in loving me back or the playful way you flirt

is it being fascinated and intrigued with you and all that you are

is it in my thoughts of gluten cross contamination

is it not knowing what to say or wanting to listen to you for hours on end

Is it comparing you to countless dew drops or the shimmer of a billion stars

is it in the way I want to sensually run my chin down your thigh

is it the fact the very thought of you that makes me so high

is it in the serenity of still wanting you after our kids have grown and left

is it in the knowing you have my key Bae, you only need turn it

Is it that you are now part of my waking days

you are in every thought I make

is it now you are like every breath I take

is it in the truth of I want to help you in any way I can

is it in the dream that someday I'll be your man.

This game is dangerous,

all in our minds,

we laugh so hard,

and at times we cry.

We all know the cost,

yet we march ahead still,

just trying to navigate this world,

is our jagged little pill

Life is really as simple,

as you allow it to be,

I wasn't born yesterday,

of course, there's no us I see.

I'm not wet behind the ears,

I've been round this block before,

My eyes are always open,

for I know the score.

I'm an impalpable ghost,

yet I'm here all the same,

I'll always be around,

you only need to call out my name.

I see right through,

this charade that you've made,

please be careful,

I don't want you to suffer the same,

Loneliness is born,

by our own hands,

keep playing your game,

and you'll never find a good man.

I read between the lines,

I see into your soul,

I know what I know,

and I feel what you stole.

I'll head on back to the shadows,

I'm content there and all,

remember when you need me,

you only need to call.

Have you ever though of what you'd say

if you had a chance to talk

to a loved one that's passed

would you laugh, cry or just sit and talk

can you imagine what you would ask

Is it great in Heaven, do you laugh, love and cry

do you play games with all of your friends

is the family all there and

do you remember the day that you died

Have you been watching on

is it like watching us in 3D

can you see us all growing older

are you watching over me

and do you see the future

How long can you stay,

is there a way of bringing

you back into our lives

I've sure as heck missed you,

and please tell me

would my darling make a great wife

Is Elvis up there with Sinatra,

do they have shows like they did before

if i quickly go to the toilet

will you be gone when I close the door

I missed you so much, I can't believe my luck,

you're right here, in front of my eyes,

I'll be told I'm a fool and also a tool

when I go and tell the guys

I don't ever want this to end

you were like my best friend

do you sit on a cloud in the skies

I'm going to miss you again when you're gone

Tho' I'm so grateful by this surprise

You know, I loved you before

I love you still

you'll always be here in my heart

When my times up in this cruel world

nothing will ever again tear us apart

Please let me know, before you must go

just how my life's journey will end

will I live to see my kids grow old

how long till I must transcend.