you make my words seem so cliché

and yet you make them my truth

I sleep next to you and yet I feel so alone

I wait all day to be the last grain of sand in your hourglass and you turn it back over

I eat next to you and yet I feel so alone

I long for your touch but you long for a vice that my love can't produce

I sit next to you and feel so happy that finally my voice will be heard and yet you keep hearing me but refuse to listen and I feel so alone

one day we'll unite as one and I'll know what true love is but for now it's just you and me all alone

I don't know what to do anymore

I don't know how to feel anymore

I don't know who to be anymore

I want to know but I'm scared to find out

I think I stopped being me a long time ago

or I think maybe I started being me a long time ago

I'm two people right now but soon I'll be one again

and when that part of me separates who will I truly be?

you give me a certain kind of promise that you can only make when you're in love

then you turn around and give me uncertainty and it becomes a push and shove 

battle like we're strangers and you can't see past my flaws but all i do is give you my heart bleeding, pulsing, raw

you tell me to stay like I would ever think to leave a man whos tenderness feels so pure 

but when you say this could last forever my mind still questions "Are you really sure?"

Romeo dost thou promise to come back for the fate we were meant to carry

Oh please promise you won't forget as I couldn't live to see another day without the man that makes my heart explode as if a million suns have shone upon it

Shall we run away together?

Surely anyone can survive off of love

The angels have spoken to me in my dreams my love and they've advised haste in our affairs

Before we too end up cold and lifeless like the kin that try to keep us apart

Oh Romeo! Come soon before death becomes more than my distant future

With all of my sincerest love,

                                Julieta

I see, hear, and feel all the same things you do but I don't know who you are 

I cant relate to you

You walk around and act like everything is okay when you know it's not

You smile but there's no emotion behind it

Are you smiling for them or for you?

Why won't you ever fight for me? 

Why do you always tell me you love me only to let me go again?

What are you so scared of?

Why won't you chase me when I run away unsure of your love? 

You're supposed to come after me, and tell me a million times why I don't need to run anymore.

But you never fight for me.

You never fight for our love. 

I thought your patience was love but that was only to settle.

You never fight for me.

You only fight against me.