If I give you it all, will that take away the joy of excitement ?  The thrill of something new ? The anticipation of what is to come . Will you enjoy the total for a bit , then grow weary and move on? .  Will bordom take my place in your brain. Will you search for something more ?  ..   I fear this with every ounce of my being .  Why would I ruin that for you ? There is always something more.   So for now I give piece by piece. Inch by inch of my soul.   Dragging it out until you die ,  And then on your deathbed the last of me will be yours.  My one and only goodbye kiss.

It is in our darkest that we find our greatest. The time where we dig the deepest. Our desperate pleas urging us through each day .  We truck on stumbling over even the smallest hill.  The dark surrounds us , and light is nowhere. It is here that we use both arms to brace a fall,  building strength as we trudge through. We stand waiting for the immanent danger.  Senses on over drive. It is here where we push ourselves learning new things in us , around us and within others. We hold on tightly to every rescue rope, heart still beating with hope. New people , new plans and new perceptions are created, new interests discovered.  This is where potential is born. This is where the looking glass of the future is found .  A perfect picture of the greatest you. 

The clock struck Midnight

A young mother in full Fight,

A Whimper

Then the Scream.

Echos throughout a long Hall

Time moving barely or none at all,

Waiting

Hoping.

Outside a darkened Town

Inside sweat Rolling Down,

Time is slow

Still nothing to Show.

With one last Movement

Loves true Testament,

Great Joy!

Time moves too fast.