why is it always me?

i try harder and harder

i push myself to each limit i have

i stand even though i physically cant anymore

and yet it’s always my fault.

why can’t i exceed you?

i help you out

i do well in everything i do

i love you unconditionally

and yet i’m not enough.

why can’t you see?

i push myself beyond repair, just so for you to not care.

i cry even when there’s no tears left

i do my best in everything possible

and yet i don’t hear a single word

why do i care?

you throw me under the bus

you ignore my emotions like they aren’t there

you act like you care when it’s just a unfair game

and yet i care.

why isn’t this fair?

i push and pull and nothings there

i kick and punch and no ones there

i smile and stare and no one cares

why, oh please tell me.