It's tiresome , breathing in pain and having mental breakdown.

Nothing but helplessness and darkness to see around.

Painful cries at night going to sleep without someone to say IT'S OKAY and everything will be okay keep going on and some day you'll be fine.

For you who read this...from nothing like me. Please be fine it's okay and everything will be okay please keep going and someday you'll be fine.

My Love our story is like a fairytale.

vivid and colorful.

as you can see I am a product of a broken family, I am thirsty of love I was broken and lonely, savoring my life bitterness and sadness I was like a lonesome wolf roaming alone in an icy mountain "Cold and Lonely" but changes began when I finally met you it's so ironic because you're not my type at all yet I fell in love with you. The emptiness starting to become full thats because of your love i was caged but I freed myself for you and eloped with you but the darkest part lies on its depth it's like a roses full of thorns, beautiful because of its color, blooms in the right time but withered and turned to dust must handle with care if you don't want to be prick. Like a fragile thing we should handle with care if we don't want it to be broken. My Love where are you? you're there yet nowhere to be found, where is the man I loved I know you're not the kind to cheat but sadly you're the kind to change. Have you ever think of my feeling maybe not you kept swearing but I just kept laughing mocking you but my love that's only because I'm showing you I'm strong enough to handle you but deep inside I'm crying. My Love have you seen me cry? maybe not because I'm not showing it to you I am now numb because of you, you saved me from drowning from my agony but now you pushing me deeper. My Love I now understand there is no fairytale but a withering colour. My Love i don't need your affection all I need is your respect its okay if it's not as your partner but as your child's mother. My Love have you ever thought of how long my patience can range? maybe not but I hope I can carry on until my youth withered.

My Love our love is like a coffee it's bitter and sweetener is not an option.

I’ve been Running from my melancholy

Trying to forget my unhappy memory

Living alone, doesn’t have a family

Crying out loud, because there’s no one to console me

Praying to GOD, to send someone who’s willing to be with me.

Willing to be with “SOMEONE LIKE ME”.

A someone who’s willing to comfort me throughout this agony.

I’ve been Running away from the darkness,

the darkness that's been trying to eat me, to eat me out of my sanity.

I’ve been Running from the beast inside me.