do i hold on to you. do i let go of you. 

i feel nothing. 

how do i hold you in my hands 

when i cannot even hold myself in my heart. 

you tell me i'm beautiful

i keep telling you I'm not here to be beautiful

you're not afraid of me

every ones afraid of me

you keep looking,

you keep waiting,

reminding me of the masterpiece i am.

i feel everything. 

how do i hold you in my hands

when i cannot even hold myself in my heart.