Hey there

I know that you have a thousand questions about what I did.

I don't know if I can answer all of them.

But I want to say that it is nobody's fault.

It is all on me.

I couldn't take it.

All the thoughts that end with me jumping off the ledge,

The help I can't get.

I know you said that I could talk to you.

But you see, I can only imagine you getting frustrated

with my never ending troubles.

Not even your infinite patience could have been enough.

I wanted to end it for so long,

I forgot the time that I never wanted to.

Don't be sad.

I am better without all these demons wrecking havoc.

I was a coward and am a coward.

One for not looking for a way out and

one for taking the easiest way out.

But I am afraid

But I can't live.

Good bye.