You said I will call you

You said it but I heard your hesitation

I saw you on and off all night

I saw you in the early morning

Now you are nowhere in sight

Maybe it is a test to see if I will fall

Do you think I am desperate

I just let these thoughts go wild

My heart and my mind battle it all

I don't understand this thing we do

Back and forth I love you or not

I wish I knew if you think of me too

Pretending there is nothing here

Now I'm not waiting for you call

Not even sure I will answer at all