White Tiger
Stepped out into the oppressive rain
Cycling through my veins is generational pain
The tires are fine but im finally tired
I'll take whats deserved not just whats desired
Broken bottle in my hand imitating me with jagged edges
Spines born of injustice and sad ragged vestiges
The rain weighing down the fabric of my clothes
Like the roots of my family tree pulling till im alone
“Sir you should look at this” I feint needing help
I cant stop imagining him on the ground bleeding out
My freedom in reach, just a red bag away
Enclosed within; my entire lifetimes pay
Not taking me seriously, just waving me off
My blood boils yet my voice remains soft
“Sir id like your opinion on what to do now”
He sets down his phone and takes a step out
As he descends to the wheel
The target of his attention
I take a deep breath
Ready to teach him this lesson
My arms start the motion
To force the bottle in deep
I squint expecting blood
Then glass and head meet
I felt the resistance
The pushback was skull
My hands are shaking
I cant feel them at all
My future now for the first time uncertain
Cause I ended one but became a bad person
I stick around long enough to listen
To his breathing cease and see his pool of blood glisten
I grab the bag and start sprinting away
Thinking of how much tomorrow wont be today
I just have to escape, turn tail and be gone
Cause of course the main suspect is the rickshaw man's son
You cant climb a ladder that doesn't touch the ground
You cant be a success when no hope can be found
Try and evolve oppressed in desolation
And you'll find yourself understanding my situation
Its years gone now and I live like a king
My life is soo different and I dont regret a thing
This world is a mess this country is worse
It could be a bit better if you put yourself first