ragdoll stares out the window
at the light she won't let touch her
someone's pounding on the glass
someone's pounding on the door
they're begging
but all she wants is to be tossed away already
someone begged first
someone went silent first
ragdoll's stuck in her body shell
head flops against the wall
ragdoll moves her head
and watches the view change
ragdoll was thrown away first
why is anyone trying to pick her up again?
someone is yelling for ragdoll
ragdoll is silent.
ragdoll feels a statue sometimes
wave after wave dashes against her shore
and ragdoll was carved once,
but now ragdoll is tired of it all.
ragdoll lays there
and this is resistance.
if ragdoll doesn't move
then ragdoll won't be noticed
ragdoll's eyes are beaded
and her cheeks sewn with tinsel
they're still pounding on the door
they're still pounding on the glass
ragdoll waits to be alone.
ragdoll wants to rot.