Why Me

I wanna scream I wanna cry

All these horrible thoughts inside

In my head in my bed

I feel like an emotional wreck

Rules and Order breath getting shorter

You’re the bossiest person alive

If I scream if I cry

It’s my fault I got pricked by your vine

Me, Me, Me, I, I, I,

That‘s all I hear every time

Grow up look in the mirror

Who‘s the child its getting foggier

I’m the kid you’re the adult

So why are you acting like a five year old

You say you’re petty like its a good thing

You love to talk but never listen

A friend to all except your family

Can only escape when I turn 18

It’s your mom and you who give me this crap

Because we don't let you walk all over us like a doormat

So I’ll be quiet and I‘ll be cold

If it gets me out of your suffocating hold

I will not cry when you are near

You always get repulsed by my tears

They say all kids deserve parents and not the other way around

I believe in this fact you can’t live without putting me down

You always say you can make another daughter

SO WHY THE HELL ARE YOU MY FATHER