Dreaming in Reality

Dreams aren’t always good,

Dreams can cause more pain than reality can.

You see some dreams…. they stay with you

But for me this dream is my reality,

Because I never wake up.

Every “day” is a constant reminder that I will never be normal.

Then again,

What good is being normal?

I see other people and they just seem so….Happy!

But they never notice my existence,

They're just living their life like nothing is wrong ,

But for me everything is wrong!

I’m living my life inside a bubble…

And it’s slowly killing me.

The miserable feeling of being lonely I’m stuck with,day in and day out.

The feeling’s presence is indescribable

I'm driving into insanity and the breaks are cut!

There's no stopping me.

And in a sudden moment everything is peaceful.

I'm finally an equal to others

I'm a part of and helping in something bigger than myself

I'm finally at rest.