My Old Friend

I realize I'm a dick

For leaving you like that

I killed a good friendship

At the drop of a hat

Your dad died from cancer

You shut everyone out

I was the only one

That had so many doubts

They all stayed by your side

While I tried to forget

What we did together

What we could've had yet

I never deserved you

But you stayed there with me

And when it flipped around

I decided to flee

I'm sorry for it all

You deserve much better

I miss you everyday

I'll love you forever