No one knows

I come to prose because no one else knows

How unhappy I am with the life I chose

I go searching for love and affection

For the 2nd time in a row it seems that I've went in the wrong direction

Every man I meet, there seems to be something wrong with his mental

And worse than that he has an equally ill temper

He don't put his hands on me

But the ugliness I saw when he's in rage, got me thinking nah that's the man for me

I thought we were soul mates,  I thought we could grow together

I wanted to be like Chrisette Michelle and have a couple of forevers

You're down about your life

But what about the responsibility you took on... a kid and a wife

I get it, you have a degree and wasn't able to put it to use

You're not the first one, so what's your next excuse?

All this stressing

You're suppose to be working on being a teacher, but you haven't learnt your lesson

 A loyal family this day and time is a blessing

But now I'm thinking was this lust or are we destined?

No one knows the pain I carry inside of meBut hopefully you get yourself right, or baby I'm going to leave