Trial and tribulation

There's a ruining thought that persuades me to believe that everything I see does not exist. It leads me to believe that there is only dark and nothingness beyond this very moment, and the light is just an illusion made within my own mind. As soon as I feel that there is no hope, the light bursts through and rips me from the deep, and the lost hope swallows me into a warm, comforting place that gives my wildest dreams a chance.