Idk.

My mind is blank. Blank as white as paper sheet. Blank as black as the darkest night. I never know as I feel too much. Too many feelings that I cannot name them. Strung high and low in my mind, constricting my heart tightly.

What am I going to do now? Life does not seems worth it anymore. To still keep breathing for the next day is the greatest achivement nowadays. To live on the smallest moment of happiness is my fuel for the day.

Until when? I don't know.