Regret

Every day I try to scream but nothing comes out but tears

Tears that are my fears

I will cry everyday in my room feeling pain

The ones that I regret or the ones that hurt

If I wish I could fix my life without a knife

Stuck thinking that I will be better without you

So ashamed no one can bare to look

So fragile no one can break the tears in my heart

So strong that my love is dared

My heart is ripped apart

Regret sits in my hands like a broken glass

I’m broken that you're worth everything

Regretting what we had

Hurting myself so I can get rid of the pain

I'm broken constantly because of you

Because of you I'm bleeding

Have you ever thought that you stabbed me

You gave me pain

You changed my life

I wish I can fix everything without a knife in my soul

Don't look down but there's the life you had

The one where you wish love isn't used for pain

I wanna scream but nothing comes out except tears and fears

My heart feels like it’s torn in two

Why can't I just be with you?

Everyday another tear

Everyday a lot more fears

I want you to feel my pain

I hate that everyday you don't care

You shut me out

Feeling your pain is like a knife in my heart

Falling for you was a mistake

My tears all over me and fears on the floor

Want to look in YOUR eyes and tell you i hate you

too exhausted from the pain