The Day

The day when I first bumped into you was the day I lost myself.

It was a place where I saw my better days.

When I first took a glimpse at your eyes.

I loved to hold you close

We were something.

We were inseparable

Nothing could stop us until you know something did.

It was war.

The day I have held her in my arms was the day I thought I could love strong.

Instead it turned into the worst war.

It was paradise until you met the darkness.

We met our eyes after the first dance.

The unknown was not what I expected.

I don’t regret knowing but I regret falling for the darkness.

The day we hung out and knew each other more.

More and more trust. More and more feelings.

You know a lot of history is hard to get over.

Push after push reality came to play.

The day I knew what was true

New years came to play.

Sleepover

My heart thumps thumps

Felt like someone punching me in the gut

Dance after dance

Kiss after kiss.

Guy after guy.

Seeing the reality in your eyes.

Hurt from inside and out

What to say or think

The day It got worse

Day after day

Things change

Lie after lie

push after push

fight after fight

Rumor after rumor

Things escalated

Feelings hurting more

Lost my self that day.

The day I came back to fix things was the day I never thought would hurt me more

Laughter and all the smiles gone

You ripped my heart out.

You pushed me more and more

Some days I hate you

Some days I still love you

When you threw away what you gave to me

The day you made everyway possible to hate me

The day you called

My hopes were high

Everything turned to calling me the worst thing

Everybody was right about her reality

The day I realized that you were not worth none of my time.