Why?

He is everything I should want he’s kind and loving he is handsome and successful, he is talented and most of all he wants me. But why do I want you why do I want fleeting calls and sporadic texts why do I want 1637 miles why do I want crazy hair and a full-fledged nicotine addiction why do I want anger issues and you choosing her why do I want you and I know I could be happy with him I know he would do everything right I know he would show me off to all his friends I know he would send good morning and good night text I know he would commit in a away you never could so why do I want you?