Me

When I give and give and you just take

My heart is filled with you

You placed me in last place

I always crave those that don’t give a shit

You just push me aside and treat me like I’m worthless

I know you’re not good for me

I never really cared

I put you before myself

So of course you treated me like I was worthless

I didn’t know my worth

How can you love me

When I don’t love myself

I put myself last

Yet want to be your first

I treat myself like dirt

But in some logic

Expected you to treat me better

That’s not love

I want you to give me something

I can’t even give myself

It’s time to do better

I need to work on me

I don’t deserve anyone’s love

Til I fix my insecurities

My self hate

Till I realize how amazing I am

I can’t expect anyone to do the same