I think

I think about my life sometimes

and the things I can’t undo

I just want to run and hide

because I don’t know what to do.

I think about the reasons

the problems that exist

but I see the possibilities too

and it’s so hard to resist.

I think I do you what is right

for those I love and know

but I always seem to mess it up

no matter which way I go.

I think my mind is a prison sometimes because of the way my thoughts can go

it makes it hard to see the path

I know I need to follow.

I think about my own faults

my issues and my fears

sometimes I feel like no one listens

no one really hears.

I think sometimes I hear myself say

don’t give up, you can’t give in

but it’s so hard to believe that voice because I just never seem to win.