Craving to be loved by him

How do you put your heart on the line for someone who treats you like a second thought?

I try to tell my if I give and give then he may just invited me in his heart

I think to myself maybe he just need time

Yet with time nothing changes

I’ve feeling grow but I’m treated the same

I tell myself I should just give up but I receive a bit of affection

So I hold on to it like a life line

Is this pain really worth it?

He makes me happy yet sad

But isn’t love painfully?

Where do I go from here?