every anxiety that i had

made me so afraid

i couldn't control myself

so i tried to control you

i held on so tightly

while i cracked inside and out

that i didn't realize

you were cracking, too

and now i'm regretting every single thing

i'm wishing i had you back

because i can't control anything, now

but i'm not making that mistake twice

all i want to say

all i can control

is what i say to you,

which would be an apology

and i'm so sorry

for hurting you

and i'll try my hardest

to never do it again

will you forgive me?

forget it, i don't deserve that

i just want to let you know

how sorry i am

i'll try my hardest to

never do it again

but i'm really sorry

and i hope you have a nice day