Please Stay

Have you memorized my fake smile for that long

I gave up on words that never reached you like a forgotten song

Blow on my figure and watch it fade as smoke

Depression deformed my face I no longer need a cloak

On a loop of your back walking away while I stay

Maybe I don’t have the strength to make you look my way

If I ever say “I miss you please stay with me” would it matter ?

I’ve shielded my fear with a smile didn’t need an answer

What’s the life span of loneliness

How can I be called yours when all I see is blackness