A Loss

I am at a loss of what to say

The feelings running amok in my head

The lump in my throat to big

I am broken

Shattered

Unable to comprehend

A life without you in it

First one

Now you

The cheerful ball of fur

With flirty eyebrows

Deep soul searching eyes

A purr that makes my heart sing

Along with the tiny snores that make me want to snuggle you

In 34 hours you will cross

Into that beautiful life

Where your brother is waiting

You are forever in my heart

A bounty of videos and photos

I have taken in the last few days

I bite my lip to hold back the tears

That overcome me in waves

Know I love you so much

I hope you've felt it

I've felt yours

You are my sweet pea

My peanut

My princess

My baby

My everything