Somber Night

I lie awake this night thinking of the past

reliving the moment that bore me an outcast,

Telling myself that I should just move on

but move on to where and with whom? I'm alone.

The night is dreary, there are no stars to shine

but I seek there beauty fore each one I devine,

I practice my patience as I await there peace

with each second passing my frustrations increase.

I keep them pushed down buried deep within

and I show my retraint when they rise once again,

But they just keep knocking away at my door

when I do release it's fury I shall live nevermore.

Do you see the gloom of the day that is near?

It is that day soon all things live in fear.

Metaphorically speaking or not I can't say

all can be done through life on that day.

Don't give up hope but rise on that night

rise with the abyss ignore your contrite,

They fight fire with fire use water instead

Overcome and determine salvation lies ahead.