Trapped inside a box

Trapped inside a box, I feel

Trapped inside a box.

There is no more room to feel

There is not room to love.

My heart is solid like a stone

It will not bend or break.

I'd rather keep myself closed off

Than love to hurt again.

I do not want to love

I'd rather not receive.

If I could stand back afar

I'd rather bleed and bleed.

Feeling has become so foreign

Love does not exist.

To be alone is best for me

To be alone... It fits.

To hurt crushes my inner being

To love is even worse.

I'd rather live inside a box

Than hurt and hurt an hurt.

~Dejah Sibblies