Death

I just want to die

This isn’t a poem

Just a way to get my mind off things

I want to die

My boyfriend doesn’t understand

I wanted him of all people to see

But obviously he doesn’t

He doesn’t really care about me

It’s obvious to see

I already almost killed myself tonight

I slit my throat but it didn’t work

I wish it did but it didn’t

I have cuts all over my body and my boyfriend doesn’t even notice the new ones

I wish he did but he doesn’t

I wish I wasn’t so alone but I am

No one cares

I wish someone did but they don’t

I guess I don’t care either

I just wanna die

But it’s like my body doesn’t understand what death is

I’m sorry everyone

But it doesn’t matter if I die or not.

My boyfriend doesn’t care,

So why should I?