I do not believe in love.

The day I stopped believing in love

I got into the car of a man

Who looked at me like I was sent

Straight from above

He raped me

And told me it was love

I was his soulmate

And it wasn’t up for debate

He decided he wanted me

And that was that

He cried and I wiped his tears.

Now I do not fantasize about my wedding.

I do not envision what he will look like,

How he will treat me,

How I will love him,

Or when I will find him

Because he does not exist.

I do not believe in love