Once again,

I am sitting here writing with a broken heart.

I wish I could say I have healed from a year ago,

But I can’t.

I thought he would be different than everyone else.

I fell in love with him.

I guess you could call him a crazy man.

Yeah.. I guess I did fall for a crazy man.

Sometimes I wish I didn’t, cause without feelings.. I can’t get hurt.

I just want this pain to stop.

I want it to all go

Like everyone else in my life.

Maybe I am meant to be alone...forever.