confrontations and appointments

drowning in all of the noise and gun fire. they cannot know.

Spectacle, my doctor ask with raised eyebrows "With such a little dosage of medication... she's coping?

"Yeah. Right?"

his eyes staring through me... afraid of the monster i will awake if i tell the truth..

i will soon grow. i will soon grow. 18... 18... 6 more years.. you can do it.. push through..

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You have to learn

How to balance everything out

okay...

You can't put everything

And all you have

Into one thing

And still expect

Everything else

To stay afloat

i know

Don't talk back and listen

This is serious

You can't do this to us again

You got it?

...

FUCKING ANSWER HER!!

...she told me not to talk back..

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'I dont need this'

I whisper under my breath

in the middle of math class

'I'll make it big one day.

You'll see.'

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