Sense

Why does my mind change every day?

Why am I okay?

and then the next second, everything will change?

I feel good about myself,

and then I wonder why I dont

Or if I'm even possible to love.

It doesn't make any sense.

I wonder if I've been fooling myself all along.

It just doesn't make any sense.

I'm confused.

I want to be in control of just one thing.

I want to be sure of myself.

I want to remain that way.

I just want to love myself with out on thing trying to change my mind,

Including my mind itself,

Judging and hurting and trying

All while trying to hide.