“Reminiscing”

I hate that I miss her

I hate that I still love her

It’s better this way

Hoping it’ll get better will just cause more heartache

It’s a lost cause

Sometimes two hearts just don’t love the same

We’ve lost sight of what it really means to be a family

Blood isn’t always thicker than water

I’ve lost all hope that she’ll come around

I also can’t promise or guarantee that I’ll be here if she does

Life goes on

Things were said that can’t be taken back

Things were done that can’t be undone

I so desperately want her in my life

But she’s not good for me

She’s lost sight of my best interest and well-being

I just hope somewhere in her bitter cold heart she knows I still love and miss her

I can’t promise or guarantee that the love I still have for her will forever and always be here

But for now it is

At least I still have a grandmother

Some aren’t as fortunate

So for that I’m going to love her as long as I still have her

Even if she is a stranger to me now