Unwelcome

I’ve been thinking a lot

About what you did to me that night

The act that you partook in

The act you made me a part of

The act that could have taken a part of me

That could have created another part in me

I’ve been thinking a lot

About how remorseless you were

How you held me in your arms

As I grappled with what you had done

To me

Not with me

As if I had left my body for a time

And returned to a new dimension

One where I could not trust you

As I had believed mere minutes before

I’ve been thinking a lot

About the terror I feel at seeing you again

At seeing your name pop up on my phone

At hearing stories of what you’ve been up to

How your life has continued

Stories from people who have no idea

You tried to take a piece of me with you

But I will not allow it

As I told you that night

You are not welcome to any part of me