When he’s gone

I wonder how I’m going to feel when he’s gone.

I wonder how my heart will stay in one piece.

I wonder how my mind is going to stay calm.

I wonder how my world will stop itself from imploding.

I wonder how my soul will contain this explosion.

I wonder how I’m going to heal myself when he’s gone.

I wonder if I will ever feel again once he is gone.

I wonder if I will ever laugh again.

I wonder if I will ever dream again.

I wonder if I will ever live again.

I wonder if I will ever yearn for another’s touch again.

I wonder if I will ever fall in love again, once he is gone.