i miss you

the flickering white street lamp light on your face

looked so

beautiful

the sound of your breathing

watching the warm air amidst the cold fog

the warm touch of your finger

lightly caressing my hand

as we awkwardly grasped for each other

the sound of your stressed voice

calling through the night

venting our issues

because together

we could get through it

the hum in the distance

as the stars twinkled above us

looking over us and protecting

such a special moment

the sounds of our footsteps

synced

reassuring ourselves

that we were together

and together

we could break through the barriers

of

hopelessness

worthlessness

***

the tightening around my throat

stopping in my tracks

because i could no longer move

knowing that your presence

was simply in the past

but it's ok

i can wait

because i know

the warmth of your soul

walking next to me

when i see you once more

will make this all

worthwhile