I’m Sorry..I

Here I sit

It's dark and gloomy

I can feel the storm

That is brewing

The sun is blocked

Hidden from view

I sit here thinking

I don’t know what to do

I want things I can’t have

With my life in pieces

And look what I have

I see their faces

All of them I see

I need them

And they need me

My life is not

What it seems

Because inside

I scream and scream

I hate feeling weak

I hate feeling need

I hate it because

I am the broken me

I wish things were different

I want them to be

But can you see

How scared that makes me?

I feel the chasm

That’s formed between us

It makes me wonder

Is this the end for us?

I love you with all that I am

I can’t give you promises

Not where things stand

That makes me hurt

And it comes with the pain

Of how unfair this is

But still we remain

Will you stay?

Will you accept me?

I am sorry I can’t give you

all that you need.

I’m sorry that this…

This is me